Xmas Day 2009

Its 25th Dec. Xmas Day 09´

one more year... and one more Xmas.. and like others.. its Cold and freezeeennnnn!

this year... was @ my home.. so.. it was quite nice! but not so very special...

i dont like much this season.. Xmas its only a consumist season... or... only for the kids that adore open the presents...

*the Thing Things - Shup up and let me Go*

its snowing over "behind the moutains" and "borders" i wish it could get here @ oporto.. or near..

maybe next year would be diferent... or not

ny daway.. this season hapears on tv much reports about solidarity... and about the homeless that spent the night all over the year... outside...
one day.. i´ll be doing something.. for it.. if im not ashamed.. whatever..

Happy Xmas for Who deserve it...

Nobody.... Everybody...

epah.... isto agora tá com vontade... lets Rock and write

music The new album of Yeah Yeah Yeahs by karen O *It´s Blitz*

dont quite know if allready wrote about the Series *FlashFoward*... if so.. im gonna stablish a new thouth about it...

the series is about a blackout of 2m22seconds ( i think... ) that the all world suffered... and saw there own future... that should only happen 6 months later...

right now... i wish i could have a Blackout and see my own FlahsFoward.... for the year twenty-ten and in the same Time i wish i could have a Blackout and see my own Past.. so can i had a view of some of the things...

on my blackout of the flash-Past ... i probably.. would change some of the things... and other not.. but right now.. i wish i could only see or ear.... my past.. and if i could only ear.... i wish i could ear only the voice of the people.... and see... only Black... or white... so can i be focus in the sound... in the words... even knowing that i couldnt speak or do anything to change...

on my FlahsFoward... i just wanna see... and do nothing...

right now i got my heart squeezed.... or sometimes like somebody, nobody, everybody gave me a stab.. and he´s bleeding... slowly and smothly.. lets see how much i can stand like this...

and we´re back to silence!

What Goes.... Around... Comes Around

Like the Title says.... what Goes around.... comes around.... where the fuck i´d read that!?!?!

maybe is my though... sometimes! or just right now!

lets write about the weather... is chill and frozen outside! today.. and during this days.. temperatures below Zero.. negatives or around Zero.. even when daylight on the afternoon... and some snow... all over north and interior... including @ Chaves... whatever...

tonights game SLB vs FCP for the 2nd place... since the 1st if for Braga

mostly i´ve been writing sad things... or marks on my life... i was think this during this sunday.. beacuse.. something has happened... and what goes around.... comes around...

but i do think also.. that ... not all is sad or lack of luck or infelicity or missfortune there are some happiness luck and fortune... or even just moments that i lived...

dont quite know... how to express this night.. because during this months of November and December... happened to much... in short space of time.. things that could or can change lifes... my life...

but its true.... that i mostly have will of write... when sad or big marks appears in my life.. go figure why...!

but one thing is real.. Music... can change my Mood.. i do like to ear it.. and thing on the lyrics of the bands.. and overstep them to my world.. and the real life! Some are so beautifull so pure... and so simple that i cant imagine what the creator felt when he created them.... but i asure that all music can change.. the mood of the people... including mine... for instance Undisclosed Desires of Muse.. so actual to me.. there for the videos.. of music... that i posted before... and will post in the future... it gives u... my way... of felling..



Why am I running away..... of the title!? dont quite know.. shaking head saying no!

Cold! i bet that u´re there.... but u dont have the balls.. to say.. even a word..

Almost Xmas.. and i only bought a gift for my nephew... sinceraly.. i dont like this holliday season.. its always the same.. boringggggggg.......

about the title... What Goes Around... Comes Around:
i wanna say.... that what matter what happens... looks like... the game of life returns always to Box number one! and the dice are rolled again... and.... again.... and... its like monopoly.... when we hit on the Chain.... the Game Returns to Box 1... and again.... and again... looks like there is nothing beyond... or if there is... it ruins.... few time later.. and we have to start to build... the Life... Once More!

not on purpose *i just dont know what to do with myself - White Stripes*

this afternoon when i was driving.. something strange occured: tears in my eyes.... it was strange beacause didnt ran down my face... it remained in the eyes.. maybe i was crying... inside... dont now... but i feel.... i need to cry...


Am i a medium!?!? ...or i got a small finger that guesses what will happened!?!? i felt that something happened! for real.. i dont know.. if it happened... but im almost 100%....

:S

29th November

its starts on the 29th of November

it started on nothing.. and appears that is growing.. is kind of wierd, because id never noted that something was going on.. but it was... and it is!

dont quite now how to express what am i feeling... but there is something... that is happening... since then.. and with time... maybe and should get to the next level.. or.. maybe can change.. Life..

i spent allready time.. and it was god! during this raynning days... and in the night... it was God..

one moment its just a moment

one Moment its much more that a moment

bem podia estar aqui a noite toda... a falar em tal.. mas apenas um Pormenor.. e a vida é feita de pormenores:
29/11 é uma data.. que sempre me marcou.. pela positiva... e desta vez... mais uma positividade!

quiçá em breve... mais positividades!


P.S. for the 1st time in my life blog, i think ill move some the posts that i posted before... but for the record and in the creation of you.. my idea was not remove or move or do something that coul change the aspect of you... but during the time.. ....

ohhh... time... Time changes Lifes.... and can change.. the feeling and thoughts.. in a few time...

that´s it..!

"Sorry" Blog!
:)

Undisclosed Desires

I know you've suffered
But I don't want you to hide
It's cold and loveless
I won't let you be denied

Soothing
I'll make you feel pure
Trust me
You can be sure

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

You trick your lovers
That you're wicked and divine
You may be a sinner
But your innocence is mine

Please me
Show me how it's done
Tease me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

Please me
Show me how it's done
Trust me
You are the one

I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognise your beauty's not just a mask
I want to exorcise the demons from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart

and... I Wonder..

Thirty-Three *SP* @ Storytellers